Thank you to everyone who tuned into my live video yesterday! I have had the experience settled, so now the replay can arrive with the accompanying words summing up the Ritual, the energetics at play and the lived experience through my lens. Enjoy! :)
Hello Beautiful People,
When I started this journey, I had no idea, how it will evolve or whether it will last.
Then when I was already a few weeks in, I knew there will be times, when things flow and I feel like it is all amazing, and there will be days, when I simply “need to show up”.
Yesterday probably was one of those…
The Creative Remembering Ritual arrived yesterday after a full moon in Leo, inviting us to stand in our full power, but also after I have spent the day before on a fair with hundreds of healers, spiritual energies and impulses landing in my body.
Normally after a day like that Silence and Integration would be due. And when I say “normally”, I mean by a natural sense.
But we live in a context, where Mondays are for something pre-scheduled and I am honoring and navigating belonging to both words, so I also took on my Monday program (luckily my lifestyle includes a lot of contemplation and following an inner guidance).
On my way home from the shopping - walking and balancing my chakras as I do daily - something has landed.
We also entered the gate of the Listener, 13th GeneKey, so my feeling for not expressing too much outwardly got amplified.
”But I have a framework for the ritual, where I start with speaking…” - said the mind.
And the answer was: “Just don´t.” Demonstrate and don´t leave up to expectations (not even your own).”
Then I arrived home. Unloaded the groceries, answered the messages, tidied up the space and by the time I sat down for the ritual I forgot all about my earlier conversation with myself. :D
This is, what happens… how our brain and nervous system operates.
And the ones in some changes or transformation know this phenomena well. The known is always safer, therefore the unknown will not be favored.
You receive where to go, what to act on, how to behave from your current phase. But the existing connection shaped by many years of reinforcement, have you do what “you always did”. You can have the most brilliant ideas, but then fall short on executing them, because you have to choose the new way a couple of times, before that becomes something you will be presented with again…
Do you recognize this?
So I set up the table, gathered my items for the altar and all the equipment for painting. Pressed live and after taking some breath, I started TALKING. When my nudge earlier said: Listen instead…
Whether or not it was valuable, judge it yourself by the video! As always it is raw, unedited, real - exactly as it happened.
How did it feel from the inside?
Like a lot of doubt… Checking in and out of the space mentally - having the stories of “Who cares about your experience?” and the “I have nothing new to share”, plus the “others are doing this job in a more understandable manner”…
Yes, shadows coming up.
And that is extremely beautiful, since this week was the 2nd week on the cycle, meaning I have called in the Jaguar - Gentle Warrior, and quite frankly I felt a little like I was fighting my own fight during this first part of the live - exactly as it should be with shadow work. :)
What did I do?
Kept getting back to the present, connecting to my environment and checking in with my feet. While also staying in the live, letting whatever want to come through come out of my mouth and just be with it all while I was streaming the whole thing in 2 places.
The talking part ended with a guided meditation (scroll into the video to ca.22mins to listen to it) connecting the heart with Mother Earth and Father Sky (or whatever you believe is higher than yourself over you).
I did not planned this. But it was what I needed. To get support from within and around. ❤️
Then the painting has started and what emerged was this energetic message:
Quick sum-up of what this Ritual brought (for the ones, who would rather see what it is about first over clicking to a 2 hour long video ;)):
- 13th GeneKey goes from Discord via Discernment to Empathy. It is the gate of the Listener. If you experience people suddenly sharing unusually intimate or detailed stories of their life, no worries, it is the energy. :) Be cautious about this, and check in with yourself more often (maybe even clear your chakras or put your feet in a good salty soak) to not to overshare your or other´s life struggles, challenges or vulnerable moments. Listen with your heart, so give space and time to land in your body and give a break to the mind.
- Threshold period preparing us for the light returning, things blooming and propelling forward again soon - can be energetically intense, emotionally charged or triggering - patience, self-compassion and trust are key to keeping you centered. Be that Jaguar/ Gentle Warrior we are calling in this week to see in the dark and remember to meet all parts of yourself with love and acceptance.
- Don´t be shy to call in help and support from your daily life and from other realms. Meditation, visualization or prayer are all beautiful options. I find the prayer of Ho´oponopono expecially helpful in times, when fear or guilt comes up and manifests in overreaction or emotional outburst.
- Creative call:
If you need an invitation for where to start:
Find a stone and let you be guided to a form by pushing the stone with your pen or brush. Start your creative process with this technique to let go of control and see, what emerges after from that place. :)
Here is my loving invitation to contemplate these questions, which have come up during the Ritual:
How can we discern what gives us energy versus what depletes us during intense energetic periods?
How do we honor what our heart tells us when our mind wants something else?
How can we balance stepping into our light while acknowledging all parts of ourselves?
How do we navigate triggers and shadows that arise during transitional periods?
Have a beautiful week, Dear Friends! ❤️
From the bottom of my heart,
Réka :)
