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Hello Beautiful,
How you have been since the past intense weeks´ process has been closed and sealed by the full moon?
Do you notice any change?
Something, you cannot tolerate, fit into, force on yourself anymore?
Have you been invited for something different, returning to something from long time ago with new energy or moving beyond where you would have stopped before?
Welcome in the Expansion portal of June. Yey!
I am watching myself as I hold these rituals week by week.
Sometimes I am super prepared with such clarity on what are the topics, points to mention and how to structure it, so you see the same web I am having in my mind´s eye, when reading and listening up on the different energetic and astrological perspectives.
Other times I just feel like being dropped in the middle of it all, as a sacred silent chamber from the noice of the world, allowing myself to show up even less prepared.
Sometimes the painting process is deeply healing with tears running down my face, me getting intentional about where do I draw connections being guided some time between 30 mins-1 hour in the ritual.
Some other times it feels like a struggle with my shadows, the inner critique, the mind wants to have a say, the conditioning is asking for a seat at the table and I need to lean in double, go cruel and straight into where they want me away - I delete, smudge, paint over with one swing after the other letting my body do it´s thing, just like when you stop listening and just jump in the cold plunge/sea.
Sometimes I enjoy it so much, I am playing, I imagine whoever would see me from the outside would see a 9 year old child having fun experimenting, and when I am done, I see no particular message afterwards else than I needed that lightness, needed to return to the inner child and let her integrate the playful, carefree parts of me.
And other times I stand up, walk away not feeling particularly changed by the process, the pictures doesn´t tell me much at first sight, I did not feel big movement under the ritual…and then I return to the table. Look at the painting and I notice something, which has been hidden, while I was too close to it. And it feels like a sacred whisper. Subtle and secret.
I never know which experience is waiting that day. And this makes it exciting, unpredictable and magical. ✨
Yesterday was one of those days, when I didn´t get to do a lot of preparation.
I chose it this way. Life has offered me beautiful and unexpected opportunities to respond to, so I decided to hold more. The Ritual and the Unexpected.
Just like I have been creating and forming this space for exactly that here, on my corner of Substack.
So I did all, what I could do in the limited time I gave myself (boundaries are giving you extra focus and creativity to really cut to the chase) and when the time came, I opened my heart.
Didn´t let myself be steered by the stories about how well I can articulate and voice what I see in my inner movie.
Just let it all flow through me.
Since I had less logical structure to lay back on, I have been getting a lot of visuals - just as my soul took over, told my body to help me out and my authentic powers stepped to the forefront.
The ritual you are invited to listen to is the result of all of that.
Why do I share this with you?
Because this is how energy is influencing you and sending messages to shape your 3D reality.
Me getting unexpected invitations were the test after I have decided to step into an expanded version of myself and leave my own limitations behind. Just as these past few weeks and shedding invited us to do. Believing and setting the intention to work with the Moon. To choose to believe and flow with the change.
Being still in the gate of Skill or Focus, I let myself be led deeper into, what I believe in. I allowed the time and space for self-connection, for choosing that over delivering something 2 or 7 hours earlier to somebody else, so the material and service they will receive a bit delayed is going to carry the most pure essence of me.
And that is, what this current energy of gate 35 is guiding into. The gate of Change. A transformational vortex, which is rewriting you from the inside out, when you lean into the magic and surrender to where you are about to go.
GeneKey 35 is going from Hunger to Bundlessness via Adventure.
Answering the longing, but not being fixated on that it shall manifest the way you imagined it.
The case as an example:
I responded to delivering a possible project. Despite all the limiting beliefs, which used to stop me coming at me. This time I decided to move away from my own path and rather invite the opportunity and see what happens after. With every step I have more questions, doubts and fears coming up. That is the nature of the process. The Unknown. Our mind desperately wants to collect evidence, so it draws you back to the familiar. So I choose to give it evidence. I choose to believe “I have been there already”. On soul level. That calms the nervous system down enough to feel safe taking the next tiny step. I chose to believe I already know the outcome, it is already mine. How to get there? I am just letting myself surprised by the journey. Curiously uncovering as I go. Whether this project is the one carrying me further? Or something else will take root. Which seed will sprout? I am in no doubt about having crops at the end, because that is what happens, when you get to the field, take the soil, give it nutrients, place seeds in it and tend to it. Somehow we never bothered to know, which seed exactly is going to come up. We do make a selection with the best intent, but the rest, we need to trust and see…
This week we are summoning the Magician and the Hummingbird. As I am talking about these seeds and the selection intent, that also reminds me of the Hummingbird knowing which flower, nectar to drink from.
The best way I know to approach this is by getting into your center first. To imagine the core of your soul, your essence. Locate it in your body. Breath into it.
Give your nervous system all the support it needs. Walk in nature. Connect to the sea, let the tree canopies embrace you.
Follow the impulses of your body. Rest, slow down, nurture yourself. Eat well. Take a warm bath.
And when you feel like you are a marinated, soft bundle of grateful being, then act from that place. Look at what calls you then. Where does your body move towards. Which environment feels safe and expansive? Who do you need to talk to? What do you feel like creating? Which one of your magical gifts can you trust enough to follow into the new?
And the Magician? The Magician is loving to play with the possibilities. It follows her/his curiosity and enjoying her/his creativity in free flow finding new ways, creating and discovering playfully.
On that note, I am trying something different this time.
Potentially many of you are reading instead of watching the full ritual.
So I decided to upload the short footages generated from the Ritual below. So you can get the appetizers and maybe just enough of the breadcrumb, to spark something in you, even if you are not tuning into the whole ritual just yet. I write these summaries from a different space and I do want you to receive all the messages you might need.✨
I can feel the change brewing, so be on the look-out for an invitation to step closer.
Soul Sanctuary is opening soon as a paid offer for those of you, who feel like stepping into a mutual safe space, where sharing is sacred and healing. Where there is no concept of labeling your experiences as “too weird”, “wrong” or “too fluffy”. Where you come as you are and being witnessed and accepted without needing to mold yourself into a form. A space, where you can be inspired and seen, but you don´t need to perform. Where all feelings and emotions are welcomed.
My intention is to create the space, where you can recognize hidden parts of yourself in others, because they dare to open themselves to their unexpected and maybe “irrational” experiences. To give hope and expand together. To connect and co-regulate. To remember we are from the same source, beautifully different, but all so similar. To embrace the individual paths and the collective needs.
Because when you see somebody walking a path you didn´t know existed, you will recognize and remember it, when it appears to you too and you can walk on it with more trust from the get go.
For the Creative Call I invited you to explore one of the following:
imagine yourself taking your place on a higher timeline and locate that space on your canvas
paint your current self in front of you (middle of the canvas) and have it move away to give space for welcoming lightness and vastness
paint the burdens, rocks, a heavy cape and make it disappear or fall to the bottom as you go along
which one of your gifts have you chosen from your pouch? Can you start from what you saw during the visualization? (Magician)
The Transmission of the week supporting you:
What do you see? Have a beautiful week discovering your hidden strength and sides!
Réka :***
