Hello Lovelies,
Whoaaa, this week has been a mess, intense and beautiful at the same time.
Who else loves transformation work with all it´s unexpected twists? :)
(Disclaimer: The live video stopped at 8 minutes, so bear with me for the last 3 minutes of the upload, I am attaching the second part below.)
This week started off with me postponing the Ritual from Monday, because the energies and what I have created in the 3D reality has called for deep presence.
Funny, when you feel into the times, talk to everyone, find the spot, book the trip and it exactly falls on a crazy cosmic rearrangement. You find yourself questioning whether you distracted yourself with adding more on your pile or unconsciously called in exactly what you needed..? I choose to believe the second and it feels like this week has been exactly what it needed to be. ;)
So here we are, to catch up with the line of the past week:
last Friday has been a big date, when the planets were opening a portal of no return to the old. Something new has been born and now we get to know it little by little with gentle curiousity in this liminal space
the weekend has had another build up in store: like when I was birthing my second child: contractions would come in waves of 3, so even though we walked through one portal, some extra cosmic after-activities followed and my nervous system could feel it all. Could feel the change and the consequence of it - the mind freaking out and throwing all the big guns (stories and sensations in the body) to try to stop me from changing - Unknown is scariest place to be for our ancient nervous system!
So those days were about: Can you let go of fully controlling everything, so we can help you? (By we, I assume I am referring to our helpers, guides, the Universe, angels, God or whoever you feel like being connected to - I believe we are not here to do it all alone.)
Sunday - Monday - Tuesday has been a little test to see, how you navigate in the new, plus the Sun transited into the gate of Presence for these days in the “liminal space”, which I found so poetic - and again, just like with my birth experience - I fully surrendered to it. Spent the days with my family, drinking heart and spirit warming tea, being in nature, sitting on the grass in the garden and enjoying sound baths.
After Wednesday feeling like a breath and a pause - might be due to the fact that I got fully immersed in nature and literally soaked in the power of a waterfall, Thursday and Friday came to bring up all the shadows still hidden under the surface and old beliefs, which were ready to be dissolved after not fitting into the life of our emerging versions anymore.
Now we get the build up to the Sagittarius Full Moon, which is washing away the old path behind with all it´s limiting beliefs and old stories - no questions asked.
Ok, that was A LOT, my Friend. Breath and sigh. Exhale. We are almost there (this time…;).
The theme has been coming up for me the whole week was SOFTENING.
As of Softening was the counterpart needed to hold yourself through and balance out the intensity of the potential shifts happening this week, especially if you are a being sensitive to the environment and collective energetics.
This week is also about the Jaguar. The Gentle Warrior. One more hint to soften and also to actually accept the invitation and do the Shadow work, this week usually invites to. It is so much supported by the planets, outer and inner ones moving in an orchestrated dance to help you “shake off” all you don´t need anymore in order to move lighter anew.
It is also a week to pay extra attention of the dualities, and the balance of the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine. Receptivity and focused action.
Notice, how we are gently guided in this process both inside, in a small scale and outside on a bigger one.
We have had the gate of presence, which is about taking it, noticing and holding what is without wondering away, trying to change, anticipate, fix etc. Receiving all what is.
And now from that centered place we have moved into Gate16 (the gate of Skills, but I call it Focus), so now we can dive into the breadcrumb we have just received. It is time for action. But not any action. The action which has been called forward in you.
More about the GeneKey16: It goes from Indifference to Mastery via Versatility.
The way I like to think about this transition is: put your energy into something, which deeply pulls you. Where you current interest lies. And allow yourself to follow that curiosity until the energy is there. Even if it seems like a rabbit-hole, because if it was called front by your intuition it might be an important piece in the puzzle.
There is a little paradox at first sight in the GeneKeys and Gate understanding of this energy: the way Richard Rudd talks about this key, it feels like finding the theme, the spark, which interests you deeply in everything. While in Human Design this gate might be more about getting to the bottom of A thing, which interests you. It doesn´t matter really. Take it as a permission slip. Allow to follow your curiosity and get lost in it, it guides you.
It has also a theme of the Art of Living Life Well, finding the extraordinary in the mundane. That is definitely something, I like to live by and appreciating the little things (which are the big things) in life. They add all the flavour, gratitude and feeling special on an everyday basis: noticing the beautiful colors on the sky, stopping by a droplet at morning dew, taking another route home from school to spend 5 minutes smelling flowers - those moments stay with us and recharge us.
As I was contemplating and summarizing this weeks process, two images popped up in my head:
the jaguar (cat) walking in the dark by putting their paws gently and carefully one after the other - how elegant, how precise, how “in pace” they are moving towards their aim
a walk in an unknown forest: it is getting dark, and you are beyond the point, where it makes sense to turn around and go back on the same path you came. At the same time, you don´t know how does the path ahead looks, you only can see the flickering lights in the distance, where you are heading. You might need to navigate through some holes in the ground, walk around some big rocks or hop over a little stream. If you go at a pace that you can notice the obstacles, you can easily pass them, one step at the time. While if you just run ahead towards the light, you might be falling and being slowed down by that anyways. So go in your rhythm, softly, notice the next nudge. At first it is scary, you have no idea, and it is all dark. But then your eyes start to get use to it and after the first few steps, you gain more and more confidence and can see how you are getting closer to those flickers.
As for the Creative Call, you can find inspiration in these metaphors and images.
You might start to locate the past and the present and future on the canvas and literally walk yourself through the dark to lightness.
The directions might change, the landscape might change - just allow it to appear, go with it, follow your flow and movement.
If you prefer, it could also be a great time for a future self visualization: feel into, where are you standing on the canvas and whether it is an image from inside of you or you see yourself from the outside, and take the walk from there.:)
Your energetic transmission of the week:
And here you have the RITUAL live - part 2.
There is only talking in the first 20 minutes, then the rest is staying in the space with you, while painting. ✨
