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Hello Beautiful,
Yesterday´s Ritual and the painting practice has bought an interesting result.
Normally full moons should be about releasing, and that is also, what I have touched upon: the release of limitations. At the same time my experience during the painting was making it clear how extremely powerful is to set intentions and how quickly they can show an effect.
The Process
I am not planning out a script for these rituals as you have surely experienced. I tune into my sources about the current energetic transits, then metabolizing them and my experiences, and letting whatever wants to come through be expressed verbally, when I am present on the live.
Then I paint. And let my hands and my inner vision do the very same job. This time not with words, but by giving form to the invisible processes working inside me mixed with the attunement of feeling into the “need” from the Field. ✨
Lately, I developed this practice of “giving time for reflection” after the live ends.
I get the recording, I have the picture set behind me in the living room and I just let the experience work through me before I write a sum-up and sending you the replay.
The Reminder
What we experience sometimes makes even more sense after we look back at, what the intention was, and relate it to the end result.
These are what I read, when I went to check the summary of the recording - as of topics I have talked about:
Mental pressure and doubt are natural during Gate 63 transit periods, particularly affecting the head center
Breaking cycles of doubt requires conscious shifts between focused thinking and receptive awareness
The upcoming lunar eclipse/full moon offers an opportunity for releasing limiting patterns
Creative expression can provide insights when logical thinking reaches its limits
Balancing masculine (structured) and feminine (receptive) approaches leads to more holistic solutions
Now…Why am I so excited about this??
Because I remember myself mentioning the “intention setting - about releasing limitations” and some tools on “writing a list of the achievements” looking back in the past period to drive focus away from doubt of movement and progress.
The Creative Call also focused on changing scales and starting with the heavy and dissolving and unfolding the process from there.
I followed my own advice, started from a little, detailed black figure on my canvas, and changed scales, movement, color and started to use bigger brushstrokes, way more water and created space around the figure. Then I worked my way from that place…
What appeared one after the other were symbols, movements, nudges, important elements from the earlier paintings. As if my own “list of achievements” were about to be called upon to become visible again in one space.
I did not steer it or control it, I followed the invitations and my senses, but remembered being surprised while still moving forward.
It had made me feel a bit weird, because I seemed to be more conscious as I realized and observed these elements showing up. That usually is not the case, when I am in my flow.
But as I described in the Ritual, now the Sun illuminates the transit of the GeneKey 63, which goes from Doubt to Truth via Inquiry, and it has this delicacy about things “making sense” but not necessarily from a logical brainy perspective, more according to a felt, personal truth, an inner logic.
So that feels to be a completely suitable experience, to be in and out of logic, oscillating between being in the present happening and at the same time having this “bird-eye” perspective…
So I thought: How beautiful… The Ritual before the Full Moon Eclipse, I am listing all, what I have created and what I have been processing before making space for something new…
And then went on with my day. :)
What was even more interesting is my shift of perspective after that this morning.
I was walking home, noticing nature, doing my energetic balancing practice as usual.
But a new feeling and awareness was landing.
What I resisted before suddenly felt like a possibility.
A new perspective on me being able to keep some of what I have (the Ritual), but also being able to open up towards other things I am missing, but thought they were not available unless I “re-invent my life”.
Like I have lifted my own limitations (my own fences I have caged myself in with) and suddenly it didn´t feel failure to “do something I have tried before”.
THIS is a very new feeling to me and I still am only processing it.
I used to have a rather strong identity around:
“I am an experimenter. What drives me is progress and trying new experiences…”
But what I described was such a shift, that I am only leaning back and feeling a bit dizzy and disoriented about it. At the same time it feels liberating and exciting about being able to go all directions again, not only ahead…
Suddenly I feel like I don´t need to be paralyzed by the choice of “this OR that”, I can just move and see how the two threads can co-exist and co-create.
Have you ever felt like this before?
Have you experienced you closing yourself off from opportunities, because they didn´t seem to be groundbreaking or they resembled something you have tried before in another context?
Do you remember what was your experience right before or whether it has been connected to a ritual, a cosmic happening or a significant event in your life?
The New Ground
I have no idea, where do I go from here.
I only know that as now I lifted the gates and water can run everywhere, I am not afraid of drowning.
And I have strong trust, that in this state I will welcome the path, which is meant for me to walk on right now. ✨
Hope this Full Moon brings you some release and enables you to feel more expansive!
Lots of Love,
Reka
SUMMARY OF THE CREATIVE REMEMBERING RITUAL (first 33 mins):
Change: Giving yourself time, patience and grace for the recalibration period
Gate 63: Balancing felt logic and trust, not believing in the doubt being true, consciously finding evidence from your own life (subconscious evidences are keeping you from changing)
Full Moon Eclipse: Possibility to release of what you are carrying even from unknown sources, so you can step onto your emerging path. Releasing limitations.
Jaguar/Gentle Warrior: Balancing the masculine and the Feminine, focus and receptive flow, detail and overview, heavier shadows with lightness
Creative Call: Embracing the complements of the whole. Changing scales, colors and levels of detail and following that with movement and position.
I also pulled a card yesterday…I do that sometimes, when I feel called.
